“Track 10 (Those Boys)”

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December 9, 2022
The car starts with the sound of wet pavement.
Cup-holder citrine,
back-seat leather jackets,
A Stranger in the Alps,
and me,
my CDs riding shotgun.
The windshield is cloudy,
lending itself to dreams of
sunshine, tall grass,
streetlights made to kiss under,
forests made to roam.
But I am here,
in front of my house,
lingering on winding roads
that match the curve of your smile, watching
houses without windows, and
couches without homes,
street signs I am meant to escape.
Waiting for desperate driveways
and the blinding flash of high beams
to send me home reeling.
I pass y(our) house
on the way to work,
some asinine hope
that you’ll see me
growing brighter
with each stop sign.
Sure as stone, I know that
when you come back I’ll still be here.