Not everyone, not all the time
Trying won’t help
You lose touch
Lost, confused,
Fall into the distance
Disconnected
Floating, waiting to come back,
Back down to solid ground
Where I can understand

 

How do I get there
I can’t do it alone
I can’t ask
What will they think
Keep it to myself
Sit
Think
Cry
Bleed
Hope it will all pass
… Talk, scream
Fall further away
I shouldn’t have said anything
Hate
Discontent
Frustration
How do I make this stop
Bleed
Cry
Scream

 

I sit alone
Can’t move
Frozen
World is crumbling around me
How do I make this stop
Will it ever end
Screams
Cries
Violence

 

Finally,
Silence